I know as an alcoholic I had a tendency to act impulsively/instant gratification and probably would be breaking up with him. Actually much of the motivation I have to be sober is to be able to make well thought out decisions without alcohol clouding my judgement….
Feel really sad and ..despairing that I’m going to always feel like this. I’ve been in this relationship with him for around 6 months, and me sobering up is my final move I can do before I make a decision. I don’t feel strong right now, sad, confused, scared basically…. thanks for listening 🙁