Hey guys…. on Day 2 here. I had 5 days sober last week and then drank for 2 days (had several drinks). Prepared properly this time, have valium if needed from the Dr, and nutritious foods. Currently in a bit of a ‘new’ relationship with an old boyfriend…. it wasn’t making me feel safe and comfy when I was drinking lots. So it’s still not making me feel safe or comfortable now… I feel extra sensitive actually now which isn’t great. I feel more worried if I let myself, should I just try and accept how I"m feeling and see it as temporary (just withdrawals) ?

I know as an alcoholic I had a tendency to act impulsively/instant gratification and probably would be breaking up with him. Actually much of the motivation I have to be sober is to be able to make well thought out decisions without alcohol clouding my judgement….

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Feel really sad and ..despairing that I’m going to always feel like this. I’ve been in this relationship with him for around 6 months, and me sobering up is my final move I can do before I make a decision. I don’t feel strong right now, sad, confused, scared basically…. thanks for listening 🙁