I’ve been lurking for a couple weeks now. Last week I ended up in the hospital for 3 days for supervised detox after blowing a .487. I had one more binge on Fri and Sat where I drank from sun up to sun down. Spent all day detoxing myself Sunday. I do have a history of anxiety and panic and just made it worse by drinking. Anyways, today is the start of Day 3 and things are looking up but it’s hard because I still have the urge and the anxiety. Glad to be here and I’m ready to put in in the work!